Oh No!!

Andrew just texted me. Again. He said the next time he see's me he has something very important to ask me. And he said he thought it would be so much more "special" if he asked me in person and not over the phone! Oh crap I am scared now.... o man o man. It gets worse though! After that he said he thought I should know that he is not green. Um... EW! Why are you telling me this man??? O geez!! What do I do!

If there was one thing I could change about myself.... I think it would make myself less nice. I cannot say no to anyone! Iam a people pleaser.... I hate it! I have NO IDEA how to reject him..... especially not in person! O man....

And PS. Just in case you didn't know what the word 'green' meant... I thought I'd define it for the sake of making this blog more comprehendable.... green means being horny.

Ya, I know right.

its been a while...

So much has happened since my last blog I don't even know where to start... life's been pretty crazy! I guess I'll just work my way backward. So last night Karlissa and I went to the Jason Mraz concert.... it was AMAZING! SSSOOO much fun! and then yesterday at lunch my usual group wasn't there so I sat with my friend Scott (mentioned in earlier post....the one i almost puked on...we're like bff's now:) o the things that bring people together) anyway I sat with him, and my friends Aaron and Mike joined us and a kid named Andrew who I'd never met before. Now this was one of the most interesting lunches I have ever had. The whole time, and this lasted a couple hours, all four guys were hitting on me. I, being the only girl at the table, had no idea how to deal with this! They're all my friends so of course I stayed and joked around with them, but by the end of lunch I think they all had the wrong idea. Ever since then, Andrew has been texting me non-stop, he's sweet but a I don't feel that way for him. And Aaron! Oh my GOSH, he is calling me like crazy and saying the weirdest things.... like how he wants to cuddle with me, and go skinny dipping....awkward. Aaron has actually called me nine times in the last hour, and I am not exagerrating at all! I don't know what to do with that kid! Scott isn't so bad. He just always picks me up when he hugs me, and kisses me on the cheek. He's really flirty but not nearly as bad as the other two. Oh wait, man! It's Aaron again.... thats ten times in the last hour. Anyway, me and Mike just like to mess around but we know it's just for fun. And this whole time, I'm sitting there are lunch just staring at the guy who works at the register in the cafeteria... he is gorgeous, blonde, has an accent, and doesn't even know who I am. Why is it that I can get these four guys' attention who I am not at all interested in, but the one I really wouldn't mind getting to know, if he even remembers me, probably thinks I am mentally unstable. I always do the dumbest things around him and ask him the most stupid questions! One time I asked him to make me a sandwich, and he gave me this weird look and pointed to this HUGE sign that said "SELF SERVE". And I was just like...oh haha. But I couldn't find the bread.... so I asked him where it was, and he gave me another weird look, and pointed at my right hand, which was literally centimeters away from touching the bag the bread was in. It was so embarrassing, I felt like such a fool! Okay, now I really hope he doesn't remember who I am.... :( o geez. Well, other than that life has just been drama. Chalk full of drama. I swear, I was so excited to get away from high school and move on to a more mature way of life with more mature people.... but nope, I just moved on to a bigger high school. Even my work is full of drama. But whatever, I'm doing my best to stay out of it, and trying my hardest to deal with the stuff I can't get away from in the most mature way possible. It is a little ridiculous, but that's life right.